to hide her existence

to hide her existence...

a pair of pain

a pair of pain, that's it!

i want to sing my song, quietly...

i write a poem, imagine notes, and humming a sound.
i want to sing my song, quietly...

unspeakable

pause, i need a break and space
to tell the unspeakable.
delay, i need to figure things out
and arrange a moment to express there
unspeakable...

keeping my conscious to unconsciously differentiate myself.

the quietness of the night
is keeping my conscious
to unconsciously differentiate myself.
i danced, i scream, i laugh, i cry
and i am me...

there is only one pure solitude

at anywhere i go,
there is no such a festive circumstance.
there is only one pure solitude,

the unspoken repress every inch of my sense

when i couldn't describe the color of the rain
and the smell of the rainbow
i become numb and mute,
the unspoken repress every inch of my sense
....