this short of a delusion

i can't tell you how i feel about my feeling right now,
it's just this short of a delusion drive me
upon my consciousness.

the children playground of a young men

no one knows when the night is coming
the playground seems sore,
and its light is phony tale.

a dream like scene

a dreamlike scene
there a bucket of flower, dry branches and a knife
lie above my bed
Which one should I choose to end this dream ?

midnight daydream

if i could fall asleep last night
i will be able to run away from my midnight daydream
...

the sun drowned

stay for awhile this afternoon
'till the sun drowned into
the bottom of our coffee cup
or until the cigarette smoke left by...

...and its reflection

when the rain stopped,
i start to falling this sadness
through tears
and when rain started
i begin to limn this happiness
through a simple smile

should i turn around

i can't run away from it
i can't even just walk slowly move on
or should i turn around to the beginning ?